i don't know how i feel.

seeing her sad about him, makes me sad about him too.

i with things were different.

i want to be more creative.

maybe i'm finally finding the real me?

i don't know.

but today i went to the mall in an  outfit i would of never worn before.

and only because it's a football team t-shirt.

i might loose people in my life because of changes,

but i will meet more people, too.

i want to get out there, i want to leave.

sometimes i wish we would go broke and have to live on the streets because it'd be an adventure.

something new.

im a very adventurous person. :]

when im old and dying i want to have a story to tell people.

and i want to be remembered.

im becoming quite the nerd. i had an urge today to go to school to lean something new. maybe i'll just watch discovery channel. or the history channel.

why can't i drive yet?!