phobias.

bold = super uber phobia of mine

Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.

Agliophobia- Fear of pain.

Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.

Altophobia- Fear of heights

Antlophobia- Fear of floods.

Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.

Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.

Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.

Batophobia- Fear of being close to high buildings.

Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.

Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.

Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things

Demonophobia or Daemonophobia- Fear of demons.

Doraphobia- Fear of fur or skins of animals.

Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.

Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.

Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.

Hadephobia- Fear of hell.

Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.

Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.

Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.

Mechanophobia- Fear of machines.

Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.

Neophobia- Fear of anything new.

Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.

Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.

Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty.

Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.

Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia)

Poinephobia- Fear of punishment.

Satanophobia- Fear of Satan.

Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.

Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.

so?

if you're going to try and be my friend, there are some things you should know about me.

1. i ask "what?" a lot

2. i trip...a lot

3. i hate gym. and sports.

4. i obsess over things

5. im not the brightest crayola in the box

6. i act high around 11:30 at night

7. i fail a lot

8. im not good at spanish

9. i dont cry when i get hurt physically.

10. if you're realllll cool, you'd buy me food. ;D

11. i love CHICKEN my god its like...amazing

12. obsessed with the computerr.

13. im addicted to chapstick

and last;

14. i love mudkipz.

so, if any of those things are something you hate, you wouldn't wanna be my friend.

have fun with your life. xD

rough, tough, tired, worn.

i didn't get much sleep last night.

laid in bed for 3 hours, tossing and turning.

and when i finally fell asleep, my dad came home and the dogs woke me up.

im very. very tired.

when one friend is acting weird, they all are.

but i kinda knew she didn't like me that much anyway, so whateverr.

i don't care anymore.

i feel gross.

i couldnt find anything to wear this morning so i just threw something on.

i had to put my makeup on in the car.

yuck.

im trying to drink a gallon of water everyday. its working fine, i guess.

except i have to pee...a lot.

xD

i wish i could play music

i wish life was a song

i wish i could fly away

i wish that you were wrong.

bye

and i am in love

"I guess i'll just get it out now..." he said, "i love you. and i have for quite some time now. and it kills me to see you like this, worried over another guy. i want you to be worried over me. im sorry im putting this out here so fast, but i have to get it out. even if you get afraid of me, i don't care. i love you. im in love with you. you're beautiful and...just amazing. i cant imagine not being friends with you. i know what was missing now, and it was you. so, please, just...if you don't feel the same just leave,"

i blinked a few times, not understanding what i was hearing. did he just tell me he loved me? yes. do i love him? maybe. i needed time to think. but i was making him wait. i felt paranoid. what if it didn't work? i stared at the ground, now, sighing. 

do i love him? maybe. do i love him? maybe. do i love him? ...yes, yes i do love him. so i looked up, tears in my eyes, and sniffed. he looked so confused. 

and all i could do was hug him and sob. happiness overwhelmed me. he hugged me back, and i could tell he was smiling. 

and even if it all went downhill from here, i didn't care. even if we werent meant to be, it was okay. because i was happy at that moment, and i felt as if everything was right. 

and i cried because my ex-boyfriend was just a memory. he didn't matter anymore. 

i had the boy in my arms, and its all i needed.

and i truely did love him.

friends.

friends are hard.

its complicated to keep them.

its even more so to make them.

i always wonder,

did i make the right choice in becoming friends with these people?

my answer is always;

yes. yes i did.

so amazing.

so today was amazing. first, the hot french boy was like...in my art class. and he complimented my mask ;D krystal likes the other "hot" boy that zack has. i think.

and during social studies i started laughing.

then katie started laughing.

and so....we were laughing.

then zack said dyke

and we laughed so hard we cried.

<3

...and thats all XD

bye

happiness

Happiness is:

A state of well-being characterised by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy


why cant we all just be happy?
my god.
i mean, im sad sometimes. but srsly, you don't need to be crying every single effing day.
attention seekers piss the HELL out of me.
i want to stab someone.