Sunday, March 14, 2010

omg i miss this so much. such good memories. and i thought i'd never come back...

somedays are just the same
crying about the change that never comes
and you never showed your face
not even when the light was shining upon you
and now the darkness has taken it course
and i don't know who you are anymore
and i won't ever understand you
and you won't ever understand my pain
you were always lying about something,
even though you didn't need to
nothing is sacred, and you are a fake.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

sipping that last drop of water
i smile to the sun
and see the reflection of the heavens in my empty cup

Friday, November 20, 2009

..

savanna sorta san fran cisco says (8:24 PM):
*mhm
*have you ever had a friend where no matter how stupid her problems are, she gets all the sympathy, and then when you're sad, no one cares?

confessions

SCHOOL CONFESSIONS
[x] Talked back to a teacher.
[] Been kicked out of a class.
[x] Worn your pajamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out during school.
[x] Gotten yourself lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in your school.
[x] Completely and utterly failed a test.
[x] Left your class without asking anybody.
[ ] Missed a whole week of school for something stupid.
[x] Thrown up your lunch in school.

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[] Argue with your parents a lot.
[] Argue with your brother[s] a lot.
[ ] Argue with your sister[s] a lot.
[x] Do your own laundry.
[x] Cook dinner once in a while.
[ x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not going to go anywhere
[x] You sleep in very long.
[x] All you do is watch television/go on the internet.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ x] Your family makes you cry a lot
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[x] You can’t stand being with your parents.

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[x] You have known a friend your whole life.
[] Your friends are all taller than you.
[x] You have been ditched by a friend.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number.
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[x] You have been to most of your friends houses.
[x] You love most of your friends

HABIT CONFESSIONS
[x] You bite your nails.
[] You have an odd obsession with knives.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[x] You cannot sleep with the door open
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[xxxxxx ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[x] You are good at telling lies

LOVE CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently like/love someone.
[] You want to kill one of your exs.
[x] You can stay committed for an unusually long time
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self-centered before.
[x] Your ex has dumped you for another girl.

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[x] You hate George Bush.
[] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal.
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you.
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do.
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible.
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x] You have plenty of secrets

“HAVE YOU EVER” CONFESSIONS
[x] Fallen up the stairs.

[x] Had your shoelaces tied together.

[ ]Had a nail fall off.
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul.
[x] Slapped someone across the face.
[ ] Killed someone.
[x]Worn something inside out for a whole day
liz says (7:54 PM):
*i just feel so
*suffocated
savanna sorta san fran cisco says (7:54 PM):
*oh
liz says (7:54 PM):
*and like
*slowly
*my life is being torn apart
savanna sorta san fran cisco says (7:54 PM):
*oh
liz says (7:55 PM):
*my mom and my dad just keep fighting
*and my mom is just so sick
*i try to be happy
*i really do
liz says (7:57 PM):
*and i cant get advice from anyone
*because no one knows what to say.
*and im still waiting for that one person who has actually been in my place
liz says (7:58 PM):
*and understands everything and can pull me through the dark




and you cant say anything else
because no one understands
and i really just want a man-hug

Monday, November 2, 2009

sometimes

i think that really is the only reason you like me ._.