wow i just kinda typed this. i didnt write it though.

i open my lungs dear

i sing this song a funerals, no rush

these lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush

a baby boy you've held so tightly

this pain it visits almost nightly

missing hotel beds

i feel your touch.

i will wait, dear

a patient of eternity, my crush.

a universal still, no rust.

no dust will grow on this frame

one million years i will say your name

i love you more than i can ever scream

booked our flight those years ago

i said i loved you as i left you

regrets still hold my hollow head

i promised you i will see you again

i sit here and smile dear

i smile because i think of you and blush

these bleeding hollow dials, this fuss

a fuss is made of miles and travels, when roadways are but stones and gravel

a bleeding heart can conquer every crutch

we booked our flight those years ago

you loved me as you left me

regrets still hold your saddened head

but i promised you i will see you

booked our flight those years ago

i said i loved you and i left you

regrets no longer in my head

i promised you i will see you again.

:]

im glad you understand me, blogger.

especially when no one else does. :]

childish

thats all you are.

im not alone

thank god.

9988.) I know you're my best friend, but everytime you go on a rant about what a load of rubbish God and religion is, I seriously consider never talking to you again. Religion saved my life a few years ago. And if you don't appreciate religion, it feels like you don't appreciate my existence.