hi

im making this post at 2:35 AM

dont tell my mom im still awake

its time to pretend

sleeping 13 hours

wearing a blanket in summer? not good.

hail 2 or 3 days ago. i can't remember.

i think today is monday. i dont know >>

indiana thursday.

having lunch with people i havent seen in ages tomorrow...if today is monday.

playlists with happiness makes me happy

even though its sad

today isnt monday, is it?

reading 2 books this summer. kay. 

i need an ipod but im getting a camera.

billy mays. 

thanks, 

i know, i know.

everyones talking about it, so i wont mention it.

just...

restinpeace<3

yeah.

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yay

schools out. o.O

4 more.

four more days until summer.

she's never on anymore, 

so i'm not very excited.

god, why doesn't she just call? :/

boyfriends suck. they take away your friends.

66 posts? gross.

i wish

i wish, i were a fish.

hello. i had an exciting weekend. 

summer?

holy cow.

where did the school year go?

it almost makes me want to cry.

he doesnt know

i pulled off each petal slowly, muttering the same words over and over.

"he loves me, he loves me not. he loves me...he loves me not,"

as i dropped the fifth naked flower on the ground, i sighed. i knew already.

my so called "friends" told me it would never be true. they plowed the cold, harsh fact upon me that he'd never show the same feelings for me. 

i sat down, slowly, staring at the trees around the meadow i was in. 

its not easy to let things go. 

good day.

1. got the sims 3....well that was yesterday.

2.. maybe going to a patd concert with kaelie.

3. hit a homerun in gym. ;D

4. the "evil" people are now nice to me, meaning they are no longer "evil".